Monday, December 26, 2011

12-19-2011

Hello my dear family,
How is everything?! I will soon get to hear all of your voices and I am so excited. It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it. That will be by far the best Christmas present this year.
Being on a mission during Christmas is different! I have come to love Christmas even more being a missionary because we completely focus on the true meaning of Christmas because we aren't thinking about all of the other petty things that has changed what Christmas is all about. We had our all mission conference on Thursday and it was so wonderful! I felt the Christmas spirit so strong. It was all of us missionaries in the Santa Rosa Mission and the spirit was powerful. There were a lot of Christmas musical numbers and they were all sooo good.
One of the Elders, who has a disability, that has been in our zone in Vacaville is Elder Miller and he was on what is called a "mini" mission. You get to experience full-time missionary work, but for about 3 months or so. He is the sweetest person and has the spirit so strong. He added so much to our zone and he will always have a special place in my heart. The all mission conference finished his three months, so his family was planning on coming and picking him up from all mission conference (he lives in the mission boundaries). He was so excited to see his family! At the all mission conference, President Bunker was talking about exaltation and how through Jesus Christ, we are able to be families forever. Exaltation is to live with God and to live with our families for eternity. He talked about how wonderful it is and will be. He told us that we would all be able to get a glimpse of exaltation and told Elder Miller to stand up and then said that his family was in the back and to join his family. He was so happy to see his family and went so fast to join his family at the back of the room and embrace them. The whole room was in tears, it was so touching. I couldn't help but think of all of you and how much I miss you. I couldn't help but think of the day we will again reunite and how heavenly that will be. I know that family relationships don't end at death, I know that families can be together forever. I love all of you so much and I can't imagine not being with all of you for forever. I know that one day we can all go to the temple and be sealed as a family and have the sure knowledge that we will be together FOREVER.
I love all of you so much! You are everything to me. Being on a mission has increased my understanding of just how dear all of you are to me. Thank you for your support and love! Oh and thank you for the package, I received it at the mission conference! I am waiting to open it on Christmas when I will talk to all of you! YAY! Talk to you soon. :]

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, December 18, 2011

12-12-11

Hello family!
It's beginning to feel like winter here in California. I can't believe Christmas is so soon, 2011 is almost over, and the beginning of a new year is almost here. I honestly feel like the mission puts you in a time warp and when I get home I will still believe it is May of 2011. Christmas season is so fun. We have had fun listening to our Christmas music and looking at the different Christmas lights up on the houses in the neighborhoods. I can't help but feel so blessed. I have so much, I am SO blessed. As I think about Christmas time and our Savior, I cant' help but feel so much gratitude and love for Him.
This past week we had a lesson with one of our investigators, Alejandra. She is a sweet lady. She is a single mom of two children who is trying her hardest to provide for her kids the best life possible. She has been working night shifts at a factory of some sort. On Friday night we went over there to see how she was doing and she was out front, talking on the phone crying. We let her finish her conversation on the phone and when she got off, she said to us sobbing "Me faulta la ayuda de Dios"- "I don't have the help of God." My heart was broken. Something happened that had made her feel that God is not there at this time for her. We asked her what happened and she told us that she had been fired from her job due to the wrong of another person, who she thought was her friend. As she told us this, I was racking my brain for something, anything I could do or say to make her feel better. I put my arm around her and tried to console her, she then invited us into her apartment. I know that Hna. Stephenson and I were both doing our best to follow the spirit, praying to know what it is we need to say to her that night that would help her know that God is there despite this hard time. We asked if we could have a prayer on our knees and then we shared with her in Doctrine and Covenants 121 when Joseph Smith, a prophet, was doing all that he could to build up the kingdom of God, doing his best to be a husband and father, doing his best to be a son of God and was put in Liberty Jail for months in the winter with barely any food, without a bathroom. Horrible, horrible circumstances. We shared with her his cry out to our Heavenly Father when he asked in verse 1. "O God, where are thou?" We read until God consoles Joseph and says in verse 7. "My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment;"
After we shared of God's love for her and that this is a trial and difficulty in her life right now, but that in the grand scheme of things it is "but a small moment." We told her everything would be okay, we testified to her that God is ALWAYS there. She expressed to us afterward that she really like those verses and that she felt better, she felt peace. We left her with a prayer. We walked out of her apartment that night feeling that the spirit had worked through us. I can't imagine being a single mom of two children and losing my job. I don't know what I would do, but I do know that God is ALWAYS there, but it's up to us to turn to Him.
I am so thankful for all of you. You are all great examples to me. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for your love and support. I hope that everything is going well and that you all feel the love of God for you because He does love you sooo much.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, December 11, 2011

12-05-2011

Dear familia,

It has been an eventful transfer already! With Thanksgiving, and then this past week there was a leadership training meeting that I went to and then a sister's conference for all of the sisters in the mission (there are 34 of us). I learned SO much, I felt physically, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally exhausted afterwards, haha. I walked away from both of those meetings wanting to be a better leader, and more specifically a better woman. At sister's conference I learned a lot about the divine role of a woman and the magnitude of our influence and examples on those around us. The world we live in has definitely skewed the perception of what a woman is and should be. I am coming to better understand that I am a daughter of God and what that means. It's a sacred role and I want to honor and treasure it as such. My companion, Hna. Stephenson, has really helped me understand how I want to be treated and how I should conduct myself to receive that. As I was laying in bed that night of the sister's conference, I felt a warm feeling come over me and I know it was the spirit confirming to me of my worth.
Friday night, we had an amazing lesson with one of the member's brothers, Silverio. We went in planning to teach Agustine (the member), but Silverio joined in on the lesson and was very interested. We bore testimony of the Book of Mormon, of the Gospel in our lives. He expressed that he wanted to know like we did of the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon and we told him that if he has a desire, he can have that for himself. We explained to him in order to make his desire grow, he needed to act on it and read the Book of Mormon. We gave him Alma 32 to read and he said he would, but wouldn't promise because he doesn't make promises. We felt the spirit so strong and walked out of there knowing that the spirit had worked through us. We really listened to Silverio and we were guided by the spirit on how to help him come unto Christ and build that desire to gain a testimony for himself.
At sister's conference, one of the sisters shared a scripture that really touched me and I've been sharing it at every chance I get. :] It's something I have a hard time with and most of us do especially in the crazy world we live in. Sometimes we get so caught up in our busy lives and get so caught up in getting things done that we don't enjoy the journey. I know I have a hard time with it. This scripture reminds us to "Be still and know that [He] is God".
Doctrine and Covenants 101:16 "Therefore, let your hearts be comforted concerning Zion; for all flesh is in mine hands; be still and know that I am God."
I am so thankful for the Gospel in my life and for the knowledge I have of a Heavenly Father who loves me. I am thankful for my beautiful family. :] Thank you for everything you do for me! Thank you for your examples that keep me pushing forward everyday. I hope that at this crazy time of the year, Christmas season, you can "be still and know that [He] is God" and remember Jesus Christ and His life. His example.

I LOVE YOU!
con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

11-28-11

Happy Holidays family! How was Thanksgiving?! Can you believe Christmas is right around the corner?! It's crazy. I want to say THANK YOU, THANK YOU for all of the birthday cards, money, chocolate, cd's, and everything that I received for my birthday. You all know me so well! I felt loved! I hope you all had a good time on Thanksgiving and remembered all of the many blessings you have in your lives. I have soo many blessings and believe me you are all at the top of my list. Thanksgiving was good, it's very different being away from home and from all of you, but it makes me realize just how crucial and vital each one of you are in my life. I look forward to all of the Thanksgivings we will be able to spend together. For Thanksgiving, we first went and served at the Veteran's house. They were feeding those people that don't have a lot to eat on Thanksgiving. We helped serve people, talk to them, and it really opened my eyes. As I served and focused outward, I felt so happy. Service is wonderful! We also hopped from member's house to member's house. I am amazed at the love and service all of the families in the ward here give us. They are all so willing to feed us, support us and make us all feel loved. I will forever invite missionaries over to my house for Thanksgiving! We got plenty, plenty of food, haha. :]
Vacaville is awesome! It's different from Novato and I knew it would be. It's amazing, though. As another sister and I were driving into Vacaville last Monday, we were both like "We love it here already!!" and we were both so serious. I could feel that this is the place I need to be right now. We live in a member's home here! I just met them yesterday, haha after being here this past week because they were on a vacation to Guatemala (where he served his mission.) It was so fun to talk to him about it, too! They had an amazing time. We live with the Monson family and it's just the couple that live in their home and they open it up to us as if we were their family. They are wonderful people. They have a son serving a mission right now too. I am thankful that I'm living in a home during the holiday season, it makes it a bit more like home. :]
Yesterday was my first Sunday and it was awesome! We go to the English ward and then we have our little spanish group sacrament meeting. It was great, all of the members here are wonderful and very welcoming. I loved the little spanish group. It may be few in number, but it's strong in spirit.
The mission is an amazing experience. Yesterday all of the missionaries in the zone (14 of us) met with the stake presidency and they taught us more in depth about the Holy Ghost (when before would I have ever been able to do that?) and I learned a lot! I just feel so blessed to be able to be a part of these amazing experiences. After learning about the Holy Ghost yesterday, I am more determined to live faithfully. To be a better person, to be a better disciple of Jesus Christ, to be a better missionary. I want to live in a way that when I receive a prompting from the Holy Ghost, I immediately follow the prompting. I want to live so that it's a part of who I am.
Hermana Stephenson, my companion, is awesome. We both still feel sooo green (missionary lingo for new). And we are, but we are working and learning together. She's an amazing example and I have a lot to learn from her. She is one of those people that just glow with the spirit! We have had some good lessons together, even though we are both learning spanish still, we are able to get by! Only with the help of the Lord, though. The work is moving forward here and I know that it can only get better. I am working hard to be my best and to give it all I've got.
There is this quote from President Hinckley that I want to share: "Many young women are serving missions. Many are preparing to serve, not because they aren’t married or have nothing else to do, but because they have a desire to serve and therefore are being called to the work. The reason so many are going is because in the next generation, Heavenly Father will be sending his Priesthood Army to the earth. And He wants to send them to mothers who have been properly trained and taught in the gospel. And what better training can a young woman have than that of serving a mission!"
I love this Gospel. I love serving, I love being a part of this amazing work. My testimony is strengthened everyday. And it's always in a different aspect of the Gospel. The more I know about the Gospel the more I love it, the more I know that this is the only way to true happiness. I am so thankful for all of you in my lives. Thank you for your love and for your support. There is a few scriptures I want to share from 3 Nephi 11 and this is when Jesus Christ came to the Americas, such a powerful chapter, in verse 10: "Behold, I am Jesus Christ, whom the prophets testified shall come into the world. verse 11 "And behold, I am the light and the life of the world; and I have drunk out of that bitter cup which the Father hath given me, and have glorified the Father in taking upon me the sins of the world, in the which I have suffered the will of the Father in all things from the beginning." (first line of verse 14): "Arise and come forth unto me"
Jesus Christ is our Savior, Redeemer, but He is also our very best friend. I am excited for the Christmas season and to celebrate His birth. I love Christmas time!! Thank you for everything that you do! Each of you are AMAZING!!
Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

11-21-2011

Hello!

Day of transfers and mom's birthday! Yay! Happy happy birthday Madre! I love you so much, I hope you have a wonderful, wonderful birthday. :] I hope you enjoyed the little package.

Today I leave the beautiful town of Novato my "birth" place and venture out to another area. The mission life is all about change which is hard for me, but it's a huge part of life as well. I need to learn to more accepting of change, I think. This is the place where I came out brand new and was the greenest of green. I have learned, grown, and changed. I have met amazing people, I have made lifetime friends, I have learned how to better follow the example of Jesus Christ by the experiences I have had while here. It's been a roller coaster, but a FUN and life changing roller coaster, haha. Yesterday during church (last Sunday here) I kept feeling these intense spirts of the spirit come over me. I sat there and felt that I had done my "labor" in this part of the Lord's vineyard and that I am now moving on to another part of the Lord's vineyard to do my labor. I could feel the Lord's love for me and knew that I had done the things I was supposed to do here. It's a bittersweet feeling because I absolutely love the people here. I love the branch members, I love the investigators, I love my companion. I know, though, that I am so blessed to have had these experiences, to be able to know them and love them. I am excited to go to Vacaville and love those people just the same.
An investigator we have been teaching, Saul, has a baptismal date set. He is a man we tracted into and we love him sooo much! He has come to church the past two Sundays and we know that he is going to be baptized. We tracted into him (knocking doors). We told him a little about our church and invited him to come. We hadn't heard much from him, but one day we decided to go stop by his house and see how he is doing. He answered the door and told us that he had tried calling us earlier that day and we were confused because we hadn't received a call from him. He showed us the number he had tried calling and it was off by one number. He had called to let us know that he wanted to go to church Sunday (which was the next day) and told us that he didn't have a car. If we hadn't went over to his house that day, we wouldn't have been able to find him a ride so that he could attend church. Sure enough, he was at church the next day. It's the most wonderful thing to see someone you are teaching at church! We had a lesson with him the next day and he is so prepared. He accepted a baptismal date and he is preparing himself. We had a lesson with him Saturday night and he remembered his baptismal date. He wants to be baptized so much. At the end of the lesson we invited him to say the closing prayer and I felt the spirit so strong. It was simple, but it was so sincere. He told Heavenly Father that he felt happy and that he felt peace. It was the most beautiful prayer I think I have ever heard. He was at church again yesterday. He brings his little Book of Mormon and gets so excited to use it. This Gospel changes lives. This Gospel has changed mine. I love sharing it with others and witnessing the change it brings to others.

I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that He is the Son of God and that He atoned for each and every one of us. Only through Jesus Christ and the Atonement can we become better sons and daughters of God. I know that God lives and loves us so much. Joseph Smith restored the Church of Jesus Christ and how blessed we are to be members of the true Church of Jesus Christ. I love the Book of Mormon. It helps me daily. It gives me strength. It gives me comfort and peace. And I know that if you want strength, happiness, and peace, you will find it in the Book of Mormon.

I love you all so much! I am so thankful that you all support me while I am out doing something that means so much to me. THANK YOU, THANK YOU for EVERYTHING!

Thank you for the birthday card, money, and chocolate (yum!) I took it to church yesterday and shared it with the Gospel Principles class we taught. We all enjoyed it! You are all amazing. :]



Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

11-14-2011

Hola, Hola!

Today is a beautiful day here, the sun is shining and it's the perfect weather. We've been having a lot of days like this and it makes me happy. The rain season is supposed to come soon and so we're cherishing everyday with the sun shining bright. I received the package in the mail! Thank you! :] I am waiting till Friday to open it, I can't wait to see what's inside!

This past week we had the opportunity to meet a seventy, his name is Elder C. Scott Grow. Him and his wife came and we individually got to shake their hand and introduce ourselves. He then spoke to us about missionary work. He served a mission and has been a mission president twice. He knows what he's doing when it comes to missionary work, haha. I really enjoyed everything he said. It was amazing! One thing that particularly stuck out to me was how much he emphasized family. Family is the center of God's plan for us. Satan is doing everything he can to attack families. There is so much going on in the world that can and will break families apart if we aren't careful. He bore testimony of Jesus Christ and that He lives, that our Heavenly Father lives and love us so much. He bore testimony of how real Satan is too. We have got to be careful, we have got to stay strong. I am going to include the link to The Family Proclamation & please read it! http://lds.org/family/proclamation?lang=eng He told us that whenever the First Presidency comes out with something, you know that it's IMPORTANT. That is the reason we should pay very close attention to this and how we can protect our families and have happiness in our homes! I love it. :]

Guess what?! One of our investigators, Saul, came to church yesterday! YAY! It was a perfect day yesterday. It was another beautiful, sunny day and we had an investigator come to church with us. It was the primary program which is probably my favorite program of the year in church, just sayin! It was soooo cute. I love kids. I love the spirit that I felt yesterday watching them sing, bear testimony, and teach of simple, but eternal truths. We hope that Saul enjoyed church, we think he did. We have a lesson with him tonight, so we will see him tonight! Our branch members are so welcoming and I am amazed at their examples & testimonies. They just take them right under their wing as if they've known them forever. It's awesome, I love this branch!

Transfers are next Monday, so we'll find out this Saturday. I think I will be transferring, I'm not positive though! We will see. You will know next Monday! You should probably start sending all mail to the Santa Rosa California Mission address from now on, so that they can forward them to my new area.

If I do transfer, It will be bittersweet for sure. I will be so sad to leave this area. My "birth" place in mission lingo and I will always remember the wonderful branch members, the investigators, my companions that I've grown so close to, the people I've loved and who have loved me back. It will be hard, but I know that I will go to somewhere that I will meet more AMAZING people. I know that everything is in the Lord's hands and that gives me so much comfort. I will get transferred to where I need to be at that time exactly like I got sent here to Novato for this amount of time.

Thank you for EVERYTHING that you do! I love all of you so much!! Have a wonderful week.



con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

Sunday, November 13, 2011

11-07-2011

Hello!

It's me again! :] And it's been a crazy week. I am going to try and write about as much of it as I can. I hope everything is going great in St. George & Ferron!

On Wednesday, we had zone conference and those are always amazing. I've only had two now, but they always are exactly what I need and it helps me improve myself and know how to become the best missionary I can be. There are pictures on the mission blog, so if you want to check it out here's the URL: http://santarosacru.blogspot.com/ They are meetings with a few different zones and President Bunker and Sister Bunker are there and they edify us with motivating, spiritual, and powerful goodness. That's the best way to explain it! Haha. President Bunker told us that we are workers in the Lord's vineyard. The Lord is the owner and we are the laborers/workers. He was telling us that we should never think we "deserve" something even though we may think we are doing our best. Things will come about and take place on the Lord's time table. I walked away from that knowing that all I can do is my best and not get discouraged if I am not seeing tons of baptisms. We are workers for the Lord. And I am so blessed to be doing this work. I love this work!

There have been quite a few things that I've done that I would have never thought I would do on a mission before coming here. One of which is attending a baptism in another church. I told you about Pam last week and she has been wanting to be baptized, but she is Presbyterian and so she felt that was what she wanted to do. We asked her to pray about it and we don't know if she did, but it was a big event for her and she invited us, so we went. It was a different experience and one that strengthened my testimony of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Hna. Skroski and I both went in with open perspectives. As I looked around, though, I couldn't help but feel emptiness. I looked at Pam, her friends, and even the pastors and I just didn't feel anything. Afterward, we went to our zone meeting (different from zone conference, haha all this talk of meetings!) and I felt the spirit so strong! A few of the missionaries bore their testimony and I just kept getting goose bumps all over, I knew that the spirit was testifying to me of the truth of what they were saying. We sang "Because I Have Been Given Much" as the closing hymn of the meeting and I could barely hold back the tears because I felt the spirit so strongly. I know that this is Christ's Church. I know because I have prayed. In Moroni 10:4-5, it says that if we pray with faith, a sincere heart, and real intent we will receive our answer, we will know the truthfulness. I know that that is true because I've received an answer. I love the Gospel, I love it with all my heart. I love the Book of Mormon. I love our Prophet, Thomas S. Monson. The Gospel has changed me. That is one of the best things about being on a mission, you witness the change in people's lives. There has been a scripture that I've been sharing a lot with others and so I want to share it with you it's in Mosiah 4:11-12. It talks about the change that we can feel through the Atonement of Jesus Christ.

I want to also share a quote from Elder Jeffrey R. Holland that touched me this week: "When you are confronted with challenges that are difficult to conquer or you have questions arise, the answers to which you do not know, hold fast to the things you do know. Hang on to your firmest foundation, however limited that may be, and from that position of strength face the unknown."

I love all of you so much. I am so blessed to have EACH one of you as part of my family. I tell people about you all of the time and I feel so proud each time I do. Thank you for your support, for your love, for your encouragement.

Les amo muchisimo!

Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

Sunday, November 6, 2011

10-31-2011

My family!

Happy Halloween!! I hope you're all having a great week & a great day. :] Today we worked earlier and then our p-day is going to go for the rest of the day. They don't want us out walking around and stuff when everyone is trick or treating and stuff. I heard that you got our Halloween card, I hope you all enjoyed!

We've been having a good week! Last Monday night we went over to a family's house, they are all members, but his Mom and sister were visiting from Guatemala. We were able to teach them about the church and we also watched "The Restoration" with them. We told them about the Book of Mormon and gave each of them one. Before we left, they asked us if we had any more pamphlets we could give them and we gave them every pamphlet we had, haha. We are going to refer them to missionaries living in Guatemala. I hope that they read the Book of Mormon and pray about it. The Elders from Novato were there with us and they are English speaking. After the movie, we bore our testimonies in spanish and then the Elders bore theirs. We translated for one of them and then the other one can speak a little spanish. He bore his testimony in the little spanish that he knows, but I felt the spirit so strong.

I haven't even told you about Pam yet, I can't believe it! Well I don't think I have..Pam is a lady who lives downstairs from us. One day her friend was walking Pam's dog and were talking to her and she told us that she is having surgery and so she's just been helping her out. We told her that if she needs anything, we'd be willing to help her! Every morning after we wake up, we go down and walk her dog, Phoebe, and make her breakfast, feed the cats, and Phoebe as well. We've became really good friends with Pam. We have watched a lot of different church movies with her like "The Restoration," "The Testaments," "Legacy" and a few more. She loves them! She alwasy tells us how much she loves when we are there and when we watch the movies. I know it's because she feels the spirit. She wants to be baptized, but in the Presbyterian church because that is what religion her family is and that's understandable. We did ask her to pray about it though. Last night we watched "The Testaments" with her and afterward she prayed. It was such a cute prayer. I will always remember her and I want to keep in contact with her forever.

Yesterday we were part of a baptism for Amanda. She was being taught by the Elders and we have grown close to her because we see her at church since she's been coming. She reminds me of Patricia, she is so sweet and cute. She has two little kids who are ADORABLE! I was so happy to see her baptized. After she was baptized, she just looked so bright and happy. I felt the spirit so strong as I watched her get baptized. The church is true!!

It's amazing how close you grow to these people. I really do love them so much! I hope you are all doing good! Dad and Chandler, I hope you had a fun birthday! I got mom's letter and it sounded like you all had fun in Ferron. :]

I love you all so much! Thank you for your love and support. I am so blessed to have a family that is so supportive to me!!

Thank you for everything you do!

Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

Sunday, October 30, 2011

10-24-2011

Hola!!
How is my family doing?! I hope Dad and Chandler received my happy birthday cards! I hope you had an AMAZING day. :] You'll have to let me know how it went! Happy birthday again!
Everything is going quite dandy here! :] We have been just staying busy with the work. We are trying to really focus on the people we have been teaching, but it's been hard because a few of them have been out of town so we haven't been able to see them for a while. We continually meet new people, though, and we love it!
The Lord puts people in our paths and it's up to us to recognize that and continually look for people to talk to and opportunities to share the Gospel, share our testimony. The other day we came to the library to use facebook (online missionary work!) and the computers were booked and weren't going to be able to get on for another half hour. We decided to go to a referral we had been given that lived pretty close. As we were walking to the apartment we saw this man sitting in this gazebo and he looked tired and stressed. We started talking to him and he let us know that he had sat down because he thought he was going to faint. He has diabetes (a very severe case) and had just got out of the hospital and already had started feeling so dizzy and couldn't even see straight. We could tell that he just needed someone to talk to and we listened. He felt frustrated and hopeless. We were able to share a scripture, Alma 38: 5 with him and let him know that Jesus Christ is with us through all of our afflictions and trials. We told him that God gives us trials and sometimes we don't know why, but we do know that they are for our good. They help us grow and progress. Looking back on all of the trials in my life, I can find something, or in most cases, numerous things that I learned from them. We gave him a Book of Mormon and got his contact information. He seemed very excited about the Book of Mormon and told us he was going to keep it forever. He told us that he felt better after talking to us and that he could feel our spirit. We walked away from that knowing that the spirit had led us to him that day. It's amazing when you recognize that you are being a tool in the Lord's hands.
We had stake conference this past weekend and two members of the seventy were there, Elder Franco & Elder Golden. I could feel their spirit so strong throughout their talks. Elder Golden talked about how the church is growing so fast. He is from South Africa and was talking about how big the church is becoming in Africa. I felt the spirit so strong because this truly is Christ's Church on the Earth today and it is being spread all over the world and becoming bigger and bigger. I feel so blessed to be a part of it. I know that this truly is Christ's Church! How do I know that? I have prayed about it and I can't deny the feelings that I felt. I wouldn't be here on a mission if I didn't know that it is true.
I love you all so much! Thank you for EVERYTHING you do for me. You are in my prayers always.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, October 23, 2011

10-17-2011

Hola mi familia!
How is everything going in St. George!?! I hope everything is going good! Everything is going good here! :] I want to tell Chandler and Dad happy birthday!! It's coming up soon! What are you all planning on doing?! Well whatever it is, have fun!!!
I want to share with you a few fun moments of this past week! Funny moment of the week: We were talking to one of our neighbors and as we were talking to him a big, huge spider was slowly coming down on a web like right above his head, I was like "uh...a spider!" and he hurriedly moved away. It scared all of us so bad though because it was HUGE! He was sooo thankful to me. He told me later that I saved his life because if that spider would have been poisonous and I hadn't said anything, he could have been bitten and died. He told us that he believed in God because he had led him to us and then we were able to save his from being bit by the spider. I'm glad we were able to increase his faith. :]
Favorite moment of the week: We have an investigator with a baptismal date! She is amazing. Her name is Ana and one day we were walking to go find a referral we had been giving and she shouted out to us before we even said anything to her. She waved us down and gave us her phone number! She then started singing us "La Secreta Oracion" (her favorite song!). Turns out she knows one of the members in our branch and had went to the LDS church in Miami for a long time before she moved here. She even had a calling! Ana has breast and colon cancer, but she is so positive despite her trials. We asked her if she wanted a blessing from a Priesthood holder and she told us she would love one. We asked one of the members in our branch (such a strong member!) if he would be willing to give Ana a blessing and he told us yes. On Friday night, we all were going to meet up before we went up to Ana's apartment to give the blessing. He told us on the phone before he got there that he had a surprise for us and we had no idea what it could be. He pulls up in his van and he has the Relief Society president with him (she's amazing!) and the Elders, haha. He had brought the whole gang! It was soo cute. We all went up and they gave her the blessing and we all felt the spirit really strong! Afterwards, she sang us her favorite song. She is so sweet and we have such amazing branch members. We feel so blessed to be serving in this area!
Miracle moment of the week: Yesterday, we had an investigator and her two daughters show up to church! It was so cool to see them there. She participated a lot in the lessons and everything. While one of the members was in sacrament giving their talk, she turned to Hna. Skroski and asked her if just anyone can go up and give a talk? Hna. Skroski told her that once a month we have fast and testimony meeting where anyone can get up and bear their testimony. She told her that she would like to give a talk! And her daughters enjoyed young womens.
This work is soo rewarding. I love it! We also were able to go to the temple on Saturday! It was wonderful! As I was in the temple, I was thinking about how we are all God's children. We are all one, big family. Heavenly Father wants all of us to get back to Him. I want to do everything I can to help His children get back to Him. He loves all of us so much. He loves each and every one of YOU so much. *John 3:16-17.
I love all of you so much! Thank you, thank you, thank you for your support and love!!

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Monday, October 17, 2011

10-10-2011

Buenos Dias!
This week is the beginning of the third transfer. Did you read that?! Third transfer! Time flies when you're having fun...or when you're really really busy being a missionary & having fun too! I'm still here in good ol' Novato with Hermana Skroski. We are happy! We feel like it took us all of last transfer to really figure things out and get things started here with finding solid investigators and stuff. We are ready to find those that are ready!
On Saturday, Julie B. Beck (General Relief Society President) came and spoke to women from areas all around here. It was in Vacaville, so not too far away from here and we were able to go. It was soo good! I even shook her hand & felt all starstruck. She is an amazing woman. I felt the spirit so strong sitting in that room full of women. She uplifted, strengthened, and edified us. Every one of us in that room were different. We were raised in different parts of the world, have had different experiences, but we all were unified in that we are sisters & daughters of our Heavenly Father. Relief Society is the biggest organization for women in the world and we are a part of that. How amazing! It made me think of the women in my life and how blessed I am to have such great examples of strength, determination, charity, motherhood, and love. There is a new book out that I'm sure you may have "Daughters of my Kingdom" I can't wait to read the whole thing through. I've read quotes and pages here and there, but I'm excited to read it all the way through.
Yesterday in church, I gave my first talk on the mission. And I found out about an hour before I was to give it. Haha. It wasn't too bad though, it was on missionary work. I was pretty nervous though because of course, it was in spanish. The spanish is coming slowly, but surely. Sometimes it feels like it's not progressing, but then when I think back to a few months ago, I realize how far it's come. And it's all with the help of the Lord!
One of our investigators has cancer and so he has been in the hospital in San Francisco for a few weeks now. He is going to be in the hospital for a while. We have been calling him to see how he is doing and everything. When we first taught him, he was so eager to learn. He had read the pamphlets we had given him and had things to share with us from what he read. We talked to him on Saturday on the phone and he told us that he didn't have his Book of Mormon with him in the hospital, but that he had asked his sister to bring it to him. Hermana Skroski and I were so happy. We were so happy because the Book of Mormon is going to provide him so much peace and comfort through this hard time in his life.
We teach and talk to people everyday and we hear all of the different difficulties and trials that are taking place in their lives. There are so many troubles and problems people have, but every single one can be made better. It can be made lighter. And we have the answer- The Gospel of Jesus Christ. Some people don't want to hear it, though. It makes me sad because I know how their life could benefit. I know the comfort, love, and peace I have felt in my life from the Atonement, from knowing why I'm here. I love the Gospel.

Love,
Hermana Robinson

10-03-2011

HIII!
Where to start?!? This past week we have seen so many miracles. I just want to say there is NOTHING like missionary work. You have disappointments and hard times, yeah, but the good moments outweigh the bad for sure. There is nothing like feeling a strong love for people you have never met and also seeing them change their lives and feel of the love that our Heavenly Father has for them. This past transfer we kind of had to start from scratch because we didn't have solid people we were teaching, they weren't keeping commitments and they didn't truly want to change. When it comes to that point, you have to let them go. It's hard, but I know that with time they will be more ready and accept the Gospel of Jesus Christ into their lives. We have been working hard trying to find people that are ready to accept the Gospel, this past week we were blessed.
We had a lesson with a lady named Betsy and she is so sweet. She has two kids and she's been taught by missionaries before. From the beginning, we knew she was having a hard time. She's single, works hard for her two kids, her mom has a lot of health problems, and she's just overwhelmed. We shared with her how much Heavenly Father loves her, how much He wants us to pray to Him because we can feel of that love when we pray. We told her about the Plan of Salvation and how we lived with our Heavenly Father before this life and that we chose to come to this Earth and we were excited! We let her know that no matter what trial, difficulty, or weakness we have it can be made better through our Savior, Jesus Christ. She kept saying "Thank you" during the lesson and we just kept saying it's not us. There isn't a better feeling than knowing that the spirit was able to work through you as an instrument in the hands of the Lord.
Every Friday night we teach a less active member, Andres, who is so awesome! He works so much and he can't come to church on Sundays. Friday night, he brought a friend he had recently met to our appointment with him. We were able to teach him about the Restoration and that there is Christ's true church on the Earth today. The next day he came to a session of conference! We were so excited. I love being a missionary!
I hope you all had the chance to watch conference, it was amazing! I wrote down questions or problems that I needed help with, and every single one was answered during conference. I know the the Lord is aware of each and every one of us. If you weren't able to watch it, you really should! Here is the link http://lds.org/general-conference/sessions/2011/10?lang=eng. :] The Mormon Tabernacle Choir sang "I am a Child of God" and I felt the spirit so strong. It was beautiful. I know that we are all children of God. Another song they sang that I love so much is "I feel my Saviors Love." The power of music is so strong.
This church is led by men called of God. I feel their spirit, their power, and love when they speak to all of the members of the Church. After conference, we were talking to a member of the branch and he just said "I love the church!" and I feel the exact same way.. I love the church!!
1 Timothy 4:12 "Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity."

Thank you for your constant love & support! I LOVE YOU!!

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

09-26-11

Dear fam[ily], :]
It has been pretty hot here the past few weeks and Hermana Ski and I are so happy because we love the sunshine! I have realized just how much I love the sun. I absolutely love going outside each day and the sun being out, it just makes me so happy.
I just want to share a great learning experience I've had this past week and it's about applying the Atonement into our daily lives. The past week I was feeling very frustrated with myself. Each week, we make goals for ourselves and as a companionship. I had all of these goals that I wanted to accomplish and when weekly planning came around on Friday and we were evaluating how we did on my goals, I couldn't help but be disappointed. I have this vision of the missionary I want to be and I felt like I was failing. Hermana Skroski sat across the table from me and just listened to what I had to say. After I was through telling her how I felt, she said "You aren't applying the Atonement in your life." And I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe that I was doing that to myself. I was making myself so sad and discouraged because I wasn't applying the Atonement into my life. I wasn't giving myself any credit, but concentrating on all of the things I wasn't doing. She told me to go into the room and pray. I did that and I felt so much better. I couldn't believe in the midst of me trying to be this "extraordinary" missionary, I had forgot to apply the very thing I was teaching to people.. that through the mercy and grace of Jesus Christ, we can be made whole. Ever since that Friday afternoon, I have had a brighter outlook on each new day. I realize that goals are there to push us, but that if we don't conquer every,single little thing, it's going to be okay. Jesus Christ paid the price for our sins, our weaknesses, and our sorrow. I love Jesus Christ. He is my Savior. I have a greater understanding of the Atonement this week.
On Saturday was the General Relief Society Broadcast. It was soo good and just what I needed to hear. I am including the link to the talk by President Uchtdorf, please watch it! http://lds.org/general-conference/watch/2011/10&vid=1180453706001&cid=7?lang=eng. It talks about the things in life that we should "forget not." It is amazing.
The work is going forward! We meet new, interesting people everyday. We witness miracles everyday. I feel so blessed to be here right now serving the Lord! I know I'm right where I'm supposed to be. I love you all so much! Thank you for your constant love and support with EVERYTHING.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Monday, September 26, 2011

09-19-2011

My dearest family, Happy Monday! How is everything going?! I hope all is well!! :]Everything is going good here in Novato! I can't believe that thisweek is the 4th week in my 2nd transfer, the time really does justfly. I feel like Hermana Skroski and I just started as acompanionship. It's crazy!Everyday we see a miracle take place. I know that when we are livingin the moment, and take a step back and truly look for tender merciesfrom the Lord, they are all around us. I want to give you a littleexample of what I'm talking about. Thursday night we were walking backto our car from dinner at a member's house (they feed us every week,they are sooo sweet) and there was an older man walking towards us. Weapproach him, say hello, and he stops before we do, as if knowing thatwe are going to talk him. We asked him if he had talked tomissionaries before (because he had acted like he had!), he told usno. We continued talking to him and before too long he was standingbefore us sharing a personal story about his heart recently beingopened up after 70 years. He told us that he had grown up in anabusive home when he was a child and that he had had his heart closedhis whole life. He shared a spiritual experience where he had recentlyfelt his heart open up again and the overwhelming feelings it hadbrought. This man we had just met moments before stood before us withtears in his eyes, after just having shared a spiritual, personalexperience. I felt a love for that man because I was seeing him as achild of God. Hna. Skroski, the man, and I shared a spiritualexperience, I could feel the spirit so strongly. I know that he didtoo and that's why he felt he could share it with us. I think once herealized how strange the situation was (that he had just shared a verypersonal story with two young ladies) he wanted to quickly leave. Andthat's what he did, he told us he had to go and left on his way.Before he could get too far, we asked him if we could give him a passalong card and he accepted it, but continued back on his way. Thatmoment may not be that big of a deal to other people, but we went awayfrom that moment knowing how beautiful it was. We had felt the spiritstrongly and we had both felt so much love for him. I know that if westep back and recognize the tender mercies, we will be able torecognize more miracles in our lives. They are happening all aroundus!We had an exchange this past week and Hermana Christensen came toNovato with me. We had a good time and I learned a lot from her. Sheis about to leave her mission soon and she does NOT want to leave. Shehas loved her mission so much! I can only imagine how many wonderfulexperiences she's had in a year and a half after only being her in thefield for two months and having had all of the precious experiencesthus far. On the drive back to her area, Santa Rosa, she asked me whatthe biggest lesson I've learned so far on the mission, and it took mea while to respond because I had to ponder that. I have learned somany things and there are so many things I could have said. Afterthinking for a few minutes, I knew the answer. One of the biggestlessons I've learned so far, is just HOW much I need the Lord everyminute of every day. I am so imperfect, I am so inadequate. With Hisstrength, with His love, I can do the things that I need to doeveryday. The song "I Need Thee Every Hour" comes to mind. I need Himevery hour, every minute or else I will be lost.Thank you so much for all of your support and love! I love you all somuch! I read 1 Nephi 17 this morning, it's a good one! I know thatwhen obey the commandments of God, when we do what the Lord wants usto do, we will be blessed! Con mucho amor,Hermana Robinson

Monday, September 19, 2011

09-12-2011

Hello, hello,

This past week we had zone conference, it is where all of the missionaries in your zone come together with the mission president (President Bunker) and his wife and we learn, learn, learn. It came at the exact time I needed it and everything that was said and shared, was perfect.
As a missionary, I am reminded soo much everyday how much I need the Lord. I am soo imperfect, but I know that through His strength and help, I can do the things that I want to do and be the person I want to be.
As of right now, Hermana Skroski and I are really focusing on finding those people that are prepared to accept the gospel. We know that EVERYONE needs the gospel, but right now we are concentrating on finding those people that are prepared to accept it. I know that if we're constantly doing what we are supposed to be doing and praying with faith, that we will be able to find those people.
Yesterday we went to a baptism of some of the Elders in our district and it was wonderful! Hermana Fenn and I had taught her once before and she has three kids. I fell in love with her family instantly. It was such a spiritual experience to see her be baptized into this church. This is the true church. This truly is Christ's church that He established when He was on the Earth. I am constantly reminded of how much I need this gospel in my life, I would be completely lost without it.
I love this article by President Monson that I included in memory of 9/11. In a world of chaos and comotion, we can find peace. We can find hope through our Savior, Jesus Christ. Ether 12:4!

I love you all so much!! Thank you for your constant love and support!!

9/11 destruction allowed us to spiritually rebuild
By Thomas S. Monson


The calamity of September 11th, 2001 has cast a long shadow. Ten years later, many of us are still haunted by its terrible tragedy of lost lives and broken hearts. It is an episode of anguish that has become a defining moment in the history of the American nation and the world. This week, the Mormon Tabernacle Choir, along with Tom Brokaw, will pay its own homage to the unforgettable events of September 11, 2001.

There was, as many have noted, a remarkable surge of faith following the tragedy. People across the United States rediscovered the need for God and turned to Him for solace and understanding. Comfortable times were shattered. We felt the great unsteadiness of life and reached for the great steadiness of our Father in Heaven. And, as ever, we found it. Americans of all faiths came together in a remarkable way.

Sadly, it seems that much of that renewal of faith has waned in the years that have followed. Healing has come with time, but so has indifference. We forget how vulnerable and sorrowful we felt. Our sorrow moved us to remember the deep purposes of our lives. The darkness of our despair brought us a moment of enlightenment. But we are forgetful. When the depth of grief has passed, its lessons often pass from our minds and hearts as well.

Our Father’s commitment to us, His children, is unwavering. Indeed He softens the winters of our lives, but He also brightens our summers. Whether it is the best of times or the worst, He is with us. He has promised us that this will never change.

But we are less faithful than He is. By nature we are vain, frail, and foolish. We sometimes neglect God. Sometimes we fail to keep the commandments that He gives us to make us happy. Sometimes we fail to commune with Him in prayer. Sometimes we forget to succor the poor and the downtrodden who are also His children. And our forgetfulness is very much to our detriment.

If there is a spiritual lesson to be learned from our experience of that fateful day, it may be that we owe to God the same faithfulness that He gives to us. We should strive for steadiness, and for a commitment to God that does not ebb and flow with the years or the crises of our lives. It should not require tragedy for us to remember Him, and we should not be compelled to humility before giving Him our faith and trust. We too should be with Him in every season.

The way to be with God in every season is to strive to be near Him every week and each day. We truly “need Him every hour,” not just in hours of devastation. We must speak to Him, listen to Him, and serve Him. If we wish to serve Him, we should serve our fellow men. We will mourn the lives we lose, but we should also fix the lives that can be mended and heal the hearts that may yet be healed.

It is constancy that God would have from us. Tragedies are not merely opportunities to give Him a fleeting thought, or for momentary insight to His plan for our happiness. Destruction allows us to rebuild our lives in the way He teaches us, and to become something different than we were. We can make Him the center of our thoughts and His Son, Jesus Christ, the pattern for our behavior. We may not only find faith in God in our sorrow. We may also become faithful to Him in times of calm.

Thomas S. Monson is president of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, September 11, 2011

09-05-2011

Mi familia!
Como estan?! Last Monday was transfers and so now I have a new companion as of a week ago. Her name is Hermana Skroski, but we call her Hermana Ski for short (much easier). We get along really, really good. She's from North Carolina and has been out on her mission for 10 months now. She has taught me a lot already about a lot of different things and so I feel really lucky.
I'm the one that knows this area though because she was in Napa before now and so it's been quite the experience trying to find our way around. One day we were pulled over on the side of the road (two blondes) hovering over the map. One guy walking past was like "do you need help?" haha, and we're like "How can you tell?!" It was just funny and the street we were looking for was literally like right in front of us. We were laughing so hard.
When we teach, I feel like we're unified and so that has been good. I admire a lot of things about her and so I'm excited to learn, learn, learn from her. That is one thing about the mission, it is a continuing learning experience and I love it.
The past few days, we have had the opportunity to visit a few of our less active members that I love so much. One of them is Andres, he's a convert and from Mexico. He works at a hotel here in Novato where he also lives. He's a single man and he's such a hardworker. Andres has so much faith and knows so much about the gospel. His work schedule is crazy, though. He works everyday from morning until 5 or something and then he's on call the rest of the night, so he can't ever leave the hotel. He told us it's like a prison and he feels like a slave. He does have one day off, Thursdays, but other than that he pretty much has to be there the rest of the time in case something goes wrong, so he can fix it. He does maintenance. Because I can't understand everything with spanish yet, I hadn't realized that this was his schedule and that it has been like that for 10 years now! I was so sad for him and so was Hermana Skroski. We told him that we were going to pray for him, of course, but also fast for him on Sunday. We told him to continue to pray and that we would talk about the solutions to what we can do about this when we see him this week. We want him to find a new job, we want him to be able to come to church and actually have a life outside of that hotel! I could tell that he was appreciative that we cared and that we're taking it upon ourselves to actually do something about his situation.
I just feel so blessed that I am here to serve Heavenly Father's children. I really do have a strong, strong love for these people. Even when I just meet them, I can't help but love them so much.
Last night after we got home and were done planning, Hermana Ski and I had a great conversation. We both made it a goal that we need to enjoy the moment more. "Seizing the moment" has been something I have been working on for a really long time and I think a lot of people have a hard time with it as well. We told ourselves that we don't ever want to be thinking about the next hour or even the next ten minutes, we want to embrace EVERY moment. I can think of a lot of times that I wasn't enjoying the moment and that is sad because you are wasting your life away if you are constantly thinking about the future or what's going to come next. Anyway, that is one of my major goals right now-to enjoy the present. I love my mission and I love everyday, but I can't tell you how many times I think about "When I know spanish better..." or "When I can teach better..." It's frustrating. We are working on it though. I hope that you are all enjoying the moment!! :]
I have a funny moment to share with you about spanish, these are always the best! So yesterday in ward council before church started, I was having an extra hard time understanding everyone because one of my ears was plugged with water from the shower. I couldn't understand what someone was telling me and so I said "Yo tengo agua in mi ovejas entonces no puedo oir muy bien." Haha, what I said was I have water in my sheep, so I can't hear very good. I meant orejas instead of ovejas (orejas are ears). Haha, everyone was just like "oh boy" and laughing. I'm glad they are patient with me and that we all just laugh about it.
I love you all so much. And I hope you are all having a WONDERFUL labor day. Go out and do something fun, enjoy yourself! Life is to be happy. :]
Heavenly Father loves all of us, His children, so much. He sent His only begotten son to atone for the sins of the world, so that all of His children would have a way back to live with Him. We all lived with our Heavenly Father and brother, Jesus Christ, before we came to this world. We knew the trials and difficulties we would face, but we wanted to do it. We knew that we could do it, we knew that we could overcome the trials and difficulties because that is the only way we could become more like our Heavenly Father. And everything that we fall short of, the atonement makes up for. I made up this motto in the MTC:
"If you try your best, the Lord will do the rest!"
It's true! The Gospel is true!

Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

08-22-2011 (this one accidently got skipped!)

Hola, hola!

How are all of you doing?! I am doing GREAT! It's so crazy when the week rolls around and I try to remember all of the things that happened during the week. I feel like there is always so much, but I am going to do my best to remember. :]
I told you last week in my e-mail that we were able to go to the Oakland Temple Thursday and I really enjoyed it! The Oakland temple is BEAUTIFUL! I love the temple and I am so thankful that our district was able to go and receive that spiritual power and inspiration that we need. In the visitor's center there is a presentation about families and how families can be together forever. As I was watching the presentation, I couldn't help but feel the happiness and the true love the family possessed in the movie. I know that if we live the principles of the gospel, we all can have that happiness and purpose that the gospel gives to us. I feel so blessed to be here serving and that I can share this message with everyone! We can find true happiness in this gospel, we have a Heavenly Father who loves us, we have a purpose in this life, and we can be with our Heavenly Father and with our families forever. Our Heavenly Father has a perfect plan for each one of us. Each day that passes on the mission, I come to a better understanding of how beautiful this plan really is.
On Friday I went on exchanges to Petaluma again, but this time with another sister, Sister Carroll, we both came out here on our missions the same time. We are both "greenies" (term for new missionaries) but we did the best we could! She is a great example of giving it her all, all of the time. Exchanges gives us the opportunity to experience a new area, a new companion, and new people for 24 hours. It really is a great learning experience!
Yesterday in the spanish branch that we attend every Sunday, we received a new branch president. It was bittersweet for everyone. He and his family is moving to another part of California and so he will no longer be in the branch or stake. All of the members were so sad that he wouldn't be there anymore. For the few years that he has served, they all have grown really close and I can tell how great his love is for every member of the branch. The new branch president is great though too! He introduced himself and bore his testimony and I could feel his love for every person already. He has a strong, strong testimony of Jesus Christ. I know that the branch members could feel it too. The branch is in good hands!!
Also, yesterday we were able to go to a baptism of a 10 year old boy, Pablo. There was such a strong spirit there. He is a special boy and he knows the importance of the covenant he has made with God. Afterward, his family had all of the missionaries in our district over for dinner (how sweet huh?) and Pablo said the prayer and in the prayer he said "Thank you that I was able to get baptized and make a covenant with you, I am going to keep this covenant." I thought that was so sweet. His determination to do good and to live righteously was inspiring for me. I am constantly being inspired by the people I meet daily here.
This past week I was reading in Alma, and I have always loved the book of Alma, but on my mission even more so because there are so many amazing stories about missionary work. On Saturday morning I read Alma 5. It is Alma the younger and he is testifying of our Savior, Jesus Christ. It is such a powerful, powerful chapter. The Savior was willing to come to this Earth to die for us, yes, and to suffer for us in the Garden of Gethsemane. He performed and overcame the Atonement so that we could all have the opportunity to return and live together with our Heavenly Father. I am not a prophet like Alma the younger nor have I seen an angel, but I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that through the redeeming power of the Atonement, we can be forgiven, we can overcome our trials, and we can feel the comfort and peace that we want & need in our lives. I wear the name of Jesus Christ on my badge everyday. I am trying my best to be a worthy representative of Him. I want you to know that I love my Savior.
I hope you have all had a wonderful week! Thank you for your letters and love! I love you all so much!!! Thank you for being YOU! :]

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Thursday, September 1, 2011

08/29/2011

My dearest family,
How are you all doing?! I received an e-mail from mom and she let me know that everyone is doing really good & that everyone is back in the swing of things! I can't believe it is almost September! The concept of time is so weird on the mission. I just can't believe I left for the MTC before Chandler was out of school and now he is back in school and I can't believe Vanessa is almost done with hair school! It has already been a year since she started. You have really dedicated yourself, that is something to be sooo proud of!
This past week, there have been quite a few interesting things that have happened. On Tuesday night at the activity night the branch has once a week, we were informed by President Kirts (branch president) that one of the recent converts in the branch was in jail. She had lost her temper with her ex, I don't know exactly what happened, but he called the police and she was put in jail. Hna. Fenn and I were very sad because we have grown so close to her. She has 4 kids and so we automatically thought of them and where they were? If they were okay? Of course, the members of the branch had stepped in and everything was taken care of. The kids had a place to stay and because school was going to start the next day, they had arranged how they were going to get to school and everything. There aren't tons of active members in the branch, but we have strong strong members. I am amazed at how willing they are to be of help or service of any kind. Our branch is a family, it really is. The next day, Hna. Fenn and I fasted and prayed for her. We then were able to go visit her in jail with the Relief Society president. It was heart wrenching to see her in jail, but we were able to talk to her. We were able to tell her that everything is going to be okay, and then we said a prayer. We all felt the spirit so strong and I could feel the love that Heavenly Father had for her and He knew what she was going through. The next day she was let out. We were so happy! I know that the Lord answered our prayers. Every member of the branch (that knew the situation) was praying for her. It was so good to see her yesterday at church & to give her a big hug!
Friday night, we were able to teach Rodrigo (an investigator of the zone leaders). Rodrigo was baptized yesterday and now is a member, but we taught him the Word of Wisdom, the Law of Chastity, keep the Sabbath day holy, and the law of the tithe. He has been prepared to accept this Gospel. I was so amazed at his enthusiasm and willingness to do EXACTLY what the Lord wants us to do. He kept saying he is going to try his best with everything and he's going to give it 110%. It was refreshing and it made me want to work that much harder to find those people that are prepared to accept the Gospel into their lives.
My first transfer is over as of yesterday! Today begins my 2nd transfer in the mission field (transfers are six weeks long). I didn't know if Hna. Fenn would stay or go, but she is leaving. She has been here 3 transfers now and is going to Napa. Hna. Skroski is going to be my new companion here in Novato and she will be here today at 1. I'm a little nervous just because I'm now the one that knows the area and people the best, but I know that the Lord is going to help me! I know that with Him on our side, we cannot fail!
I have been reading a book called "Our Search for Happiness" by Russell Ballard. I highly recommend all of you to read it! It has taught me so much about the gospel. I want to share a quote from my quote book that I have by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland, it says: "Your Father in Heaven knows your name, and knows your circumstance. He hears your prayers. He knows your hopes and dreams, including your fears and frustrations. And He knows what you can become through faith in Him." Wow, I love that. I know that our Heavenly Father loves us and knows us. I know that Jesus Christ is our Savior. I know that Joseph Smith restored the Church of Jesus Christ on the Earth again and that Thomas S. Monson is our living prophet today.
I love you all so much! Thank you for your constant love and support.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, August 21, 2011

08-15-2011

Hola!
Another week full of experiences has passed by, so here I am and I am going to try and include everything I was planning on sharing (sometimes I forget things, it's frustrating!). Well first off, I want to let you know that last week I wasn't able to write you a handwritten letter because we were VERY busy and we also went to Mount Tamalpais for p-day with the Elders in our district. It was really fun and was beautiful! We went to the top and we could see the ocean, San Fran, Oakland, and the bridges. I won't be writing a letter today either because Thursday we are going to the Oakland Temple (yay!) as a district and so I will be writing letters Thursday this week.
We've been staying busy! There is so much to do and we just take it one day at a time. We have been meeting with investigators that we know have such a great desire and faith, but aren't taking those steps to act on their faith. They want to be better and I beileve they want to do those things they are committing to, but it's hard for them to keep their commitments (like coming to church). We just keep praying for them! It's ultimately up to them, to act and do those things necessary to progress. We just keep trying though! :]
I'm also a facebook missionary like I told you, and it has been a really cool experience! I have taught a few people online and yesterday I was teaching a guy from Brooklyn who spoke spanish. It's amazing to see this work unfold via internet. It's been interesting getting started and exactly knowing what to do, but I think I'm getting the hang of it.
The spanish is still coming, little by little, yesterday I taught the gospel principles class! It went pretty good! I had the help of the Lord, so everything was just fine. I know that I can ALWAYS depend on the Lord when I'm doing everything I can. I don't understand a lot, but it is coming. I can understand the people A LOT better than when I first came here.
Funny moment of the week: It happened this morning! Haha. Oh wow, do you remember Bosbeli who I kind of mentioned last week? Bosbeli is about 45-50 and he's from Guatemala. Well okay, so we've been trying to get ahold of him, but he never answers his phone and he's never home when we go try and visit him. Bosbeli called us this morning and told us he got kicked out of his apartment, so Hermana Fenn told him that we would keep our eyes out and let him know if we came across anything. He then went on to tell her that he loved her! And that he was wondering if he could stay with us and then also told her that he wanted to marry her. She was on the phone and I had to leave the room because I was laughing so hard. She told him that she's a missionary and that she would be for the next 13 months. He told her he was going to wait for her. So now, Hermana Fenn has someone waiting for her! I'm not going to let her live it down either. Haha!
On a more serious note, I want to share a quote with you from Elder Holland, "He has, He reminds us, "graven upon the palms of my hands" (1 Nephi 21:16). Considering the incomprehensible cost of the Crucifixion, Christ is not going to turn His back on us now." I love that because it's so true. The love our Savior has for us is incomprehensible. The love our Heavenly Father has for us is incomprehensible. Our Heavenly Father has a perfect plan and at the very center of that plan is Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is our Savior. He is our Redeemer! I read Alma 42 this morning, it talks about the "Plan of Happiness." This plan is a plan of happiness. We can return to live with our Heavenly Father, in His presence! We can live with our famililes forever. If that isn't happiness, I don't know what is. This is my goal. I want to live in a way that I can return to live with my Heavenly Father and that I can live with my family, all of you, forever.
I love you so much. Thank you for every letter, thank you for all of your support AND love. You are amazing!

Love,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, August 14, 2011

08-08-2011

Mi familia,
How are all of you?! I hope that life is treating you good. Everything is going good here! We have been staying busy and trying to do those things to find people to teach, to help people come unto Christ and accept the gospel into their lives.
I am going to tell you about the people we are teaching because I don't think I've really done too much of that. Really, though, that's the best part of what I'm doing and so I think it's necessary. :] We've been teaching a lady named Gyna, Gyna is from Haiti and so she speaks French and Creole (native languages), but understands and speaks quite a bit of Spanish. We take a member, Angela (she is soo cute!) who is also from Haiti, but she doesn't speak Spanish but she does speak English and so she translates a lot of what we say into French. It's kind of confusing and a lot of different languages are spoken while we teach her, but she wants to be better. I can feel that from her every time we meet with her. She is so loving and I hope that she takes those steps to be baptized because I know that it will change her life.
Another investigator we taught the other day is Cesar and he is from Mexico. Cesar was very open to everything we taught him. He was showing us this little bible that he carries around and reads all of the time. He has a close relationship with our Heavenly Father, I can tell. We gave him "El Libro de Mormon" and I pray that he is reading it and that he is feeling the power of it in his life.
I went on exchanges this past week. That is where we change companionships for a day. I went with Sister Cottle to Petaluma and her companion came here with Hermana Fenn. She is english speaking and so we taught people in english. It's a lot easier to connect with people when there isn't a language barrier. I really do have a love for these people even before I meet them and then when I do meet them the love just grows. Even though we are there to teach them, they teach me so much! One man we taught is an alcoholic and is having a very hard time quitting. In the MTC, there was a scripture we related to addictions and how addictions are like cords/bands holding us down in our lives. The scripture is 1 Nephi 7:17-18. We shared it with him and told him that we can overcome anything (any addiction, trial, challenge) in our lives with faith and with the strength of the Lord. He said he was going to read that scripture every night to give him strength and hope.
I hope that gives you a better insight to the wonderful people, children of God, that we have been teaching lately.
Funny story: We have been teaching a man named Bosbeli also, but we haven't been able to get ahold of him lately because he works so much. We saw this man on the street and I knew I had seen him before, but Hermana Fenn and I go and talk to him. I was surprised throughout talking to him how bold Hermana Fenn was being. She was asking him why he hadn't come to church and that he needs to ask his boss for time off on Sundays so he can attend. We set up an appointment with him and I had my planner off and after he walked away I turn to her and ask what his name was. She was like "that was Bosbeli." It was not Bosbeli! Haha, we just started laughing so hard. She had thought the whole time, it was Bosbeli and then I realized why she was being so bold with him. It was actually this other guy named Donicio. It may be one of those experiences that you had to have been there, but it made my day!
I have such a new experience everyday. I feel so blessed to be called to this work! I love sharing this gospel with others. I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that we are here in this life to have happiness and to have joy and that is why we have families. I tell people about my family all of the time. I love you all so much! I know that families can be together forever. :] I have been reading a lot about hope these past few days. Ether 12:4 is a beautiful scripture about hope, read it!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

08-01-2011

Dear family,
Hi! How are you?! I'm doing good! I have a lot to tell you this week because there has been a lot that has happened, so I'm going to try and cover everything!
Okay so one of the biggest things that have happened this week is that Hermana Fenn and I finally came to the conclusion that we have bed bugs. Yes, bed bugs! I started getting bites on my leg last week, but I figured it was mesquitos because that is what the bites felt and looked like. I kind of just ignored the problem and kept going on with life. After a while of waking up with more and more bites on my legs, we realized there was, in fact, a problem. We decided to call the mission nurse and ask her about it because we knew we either had bed bugs or fleas. She told us to strip the beds and look at the mattress to see if we could find anything. We ended up doing that and yes we found bed bugs. We both had them. I was the only one getting bitten, though. That was when we begun the process of getting rid of them. We put all of our blankets and sheets in the dryer. We then went to the store to get plastic mattress covers and bug spray. Let's just say getting rid of bed bugs is NOT easy. Today we went and got bug bombs and new plastic mattress covers. We set off the bug bombs and tomorrow we are getting new mattresses. Tomorrow we should be just fine and clear of bed bugs, haha! Let me just say I feel like a true missionary now. Last night I slept on the couch and the night before I slept on the floor. And I have quite the trail of bed bug bites on my legs. We will be so happy to get new mattresses. :]
As I was thinking about this bed bug situation, I thought of it like our sins and repentance. Most of the time, sin starts out small. If we let it go and don't change or do something about it to begin with it just keeps gradually getting worse and worse. At the time, we don't see what the big deal is (okay so yeah I have a few bug bites on my leg?) Then one day we wake up and we have tons of marks and bites and we have realized we have a big problem on our hands. It's at the point that we realize we have to do something about it, we have to change something in order for the mistakes or sins to go away. Once we make that first step that we want the problem to go away for good is when the Atonement can take affect in our lives. The amazing thing about it is that no matter how big of a mess we have gotten ourselves into, there is always a way out. There is always a way to get that new mattress. There is always a way to begin a new life. Repentance is not a negative thing, repentance is a wonderful thing! It's a positive thing, it allows us to get rid of the things that we don't want in our lives and fill it with things that we want to have and become the person we want to be. If I would've recognized what the bites were to begin with, we could've stopped the problem a lot quicker and it wouldn't have become how bad it eventually got. Anyway, that's my spill.
I have met so many new people this week and it really it so much fun. I am starting to understand more spanish, so that's good! I am becoming more and more confident in my teaching everyday. Hermana Fenn shared with me a quote that I really like: "To become someone you've never been before, you have to do things you've never done before." I love it!
This Gospel changes lives. I love the Gospel. I love missionary work. I love Jesus Christ. I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that through the Atonement we can become better, we can become the person we want to be.
Thank you so much for your love and support!! I love you all so much!!

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Monday, July 25, 2011

07-28-2011

Hello, hello!
I hope you received my postcard from last Monday. Mondays are our p-days here in the Santa Rosa Mission and so you will now receive an e-mail every Monday. :]
Okay, okay where to start! Leaving for and arriving to the mission is the most exciting thing ever. I just couldn't wait to get to work and see what the mission field is all about. My area that I am serving in for at least the next 5 weeks now (each transfer is 6 weeks) is 'Novato' which is about 20 miles north of San Francisco. It's a pretty area and not too big. My companion is Hermana Fenn and she is from the Dallas, Texas area. She's so great! She has only been on her mission for about three months and is already a trainer. I feel like I've already learned a lot while being here and I've only been here a week (wow, it seems like so much longer haha).
In the lessons we teach, I definitely do not understand what's going on most of the time (haha). The native speakers speak soo fast, but they all understand that I'm new on my mission and that I'm learning. There had been quite a few baptisms just before I got here and so Hermana Fenn and I have been teaching new member lessons to them. In our branch, there isn't a mission leader and so we are in charge of teaching them even after they are baptized. We teach the Jara family, they are so cute, a mom and her four children. They had us over for dinner this week and I am just so amazed at the service and love that people give. Santos and Ramon are other recent converts and they both are so excited about the Gospel. They both have a desire to do what is right and to be great members in the church. Every time we walk away from teaching a lesson, I always turn to Hermana Fenn and express how amazing the people we teach are. Every person in this world has a story, every person has a need and as missionaries we are to listen and hear their story. We are here to listen to their needs, wants, and desires for the future and through the Gospel of Jesus Christ we can help them find that peace and happiness that EVERY single person in this world needs and wants.
We have two progressing investigators right now, Alfredo and Bosbelli. They both committed to reading the Book of Mormon and pray to know if it's true. We teach them tonight and so we'll follow up on they are doing!
The members are great here! Almost every night of the week, the members have us over for dinner. They are just so eager to serve, it has made me want to become a better person. I love the church and how constant it is. You can go almost anywhere in the world and find a ward/branch. And no matter what ward you find yourself in, you can expect the exact same things to take place. I love it!
On Saturday, I was called to be a facebook missionary. We have a meeting about it tomorrow and so I'll know more about it then, but we are one of eight missions that work as missionaries online. We try and spend about one hour everyday doing missionary work online! It has been found to be a very effective way to find people and to also share and teach the Gospel. I am excited to get started on that!
What else, what else?! We definitely have a funny, crazy experience everyday here in the mission field. Being a missionary is hard work, but really fun! I love this mission already. I love this area, it's beautiful here!
There are so many things that I want to become on my mission that I am not. I know that through the help and strengh of the Lord, we can become the things we hope to be. I have started reading the Book of Mormon again from the beginning. I am not very far, but I have enjoyed every minute of it. The scriptures really do give so much power, light, and truth. I feel so much better each day after I have studied the scriptures. Read 1 Nephi 1!
I love you all so much! Thank you so much for everything, for your love and support. I don't know what I'd do without my wonderful family.

Con mucho amor,
Hermana Robinson

Sunday, July 17, 2011

07-14-2011

Hola familia!
It is my last p-day here in the MTC, crazy huh?! It is unreal to me and probably won't hit me till I get there or even after I arrive and am sitting in a lesson with a real investigator teaching a lesson. My address will now be my Santa Rosa address, but Vanessa has it. I put it on my blog and facebook, I will include it at the end of the e-mail though. Just in case! :]
My last week has been quite crazy. I am trying to do all that I can to get ready for the mission field. I don't think I will ever be prepared enough though. It's like with any new experience, you just have to go and try it out! I am so excited, though, and can't wait to go teach and preach this Gospel. The Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Yesterday, my companion Hma. Clayton left for San Fernando, CA and it was bittersweet to see her go. We got along so good, but I am so happy for her and for the people that she will be able to teach. I am now back in a companionship with Hma. Eborn and Stephens! They are so great. It's fun to be reunited with them as well.
Tomorrow is in-field training and so we will be going to different classes and things to better prepare us for what to expect come Monday. I have come to a realization this past week about life and about changes. I have come to a point here in the MTC where I feel content. I know what to expect, I have been here for a long, and I'm happy here. I am now going to embark on a new adventure. I've realized that as a representative of Jesus Christ, life isn't always comfortable or convenient. Even here at the MTC, I have been pushed to go beyond my limits and do things that I didn't think I would ever be able to. That is how this work is done. It is done with the help of the Lord. So even though I might not always feel comfortable in the things that I'm doing, I know that with the help of the Lord that is how this work is done. It's about having that faith to "open your mouth" and then "it will be filled."
I feel a little scattered on what I want to share with you today, I should have planned this e-mail out a little more. I do want to share with you what I learned on Tuesday night at the devotional. It was a special presentation about Christ and His mortal ministry. I feel such a deep gratitude for His example and for the things He did for each and every one of us. I wear His name on my badge everyday, and I am constantly trying to get to know Him better and better everyday. By learning and studying His life, I know that I will be able to better represent Him. He really is our best friend. We just have to reach out to Him, His arms are always extended! There are times that I feel inadequate doing His work, but I know that if I ask for His strength and help, He will help me become who I want to be as a missionary and as a person. I feel the Lord's strength and love every day.
I am so happy to be able to share this Gospel with others. Gospel means "good news" and this really is the best news to share. We have a Heavenly Father who LOVES us and a brother, Jesus Christ, who atoned for our sins, pains, weaknesses, so that we wouldn't have to. If we "come unto Him" and use the Atonement in our lives, we can feel and have that strength that we need in this life.
In Ether chapter 12:27, we are taught that the Lord will make "weak things become strong." If we have faith, the Lord really can make our weaknesses strong.
Thank you all for your support and your love. I love you all so much!! You are all wonderful.
Love,
Hermana Robinson

okay, so my flight is at 11 on Monday. I will be calling probably around 9:30 or 10 on Monday. Please dearelder me your phone numbers to call!! I can't wait to talk to you on Monday. I don't know how it's going to work out exactly, but we can make it work. I was thinking calling mom or chand's phone and then your phone Vanessa. Let me know if that works out?!
Oh yeah, and Vanessa you have my santa rosa address correct? AFter monday, you can erase that address from my blog if you want. Wow, I'm typing fast because the timer is going to go off any second. But yeah, umm... I will talk to you on the phone MOnday! Yay. I bought my calling card and everything. expect a call around 9 or 9 30 maybe later. Love you send me your phone numbers! IL OVE YOU!!!

Friday, July 8, 2011

07-07-11

Hola!
It's another Thursday, so another p-day in my case. It's always a good time to get everything ready and prepared for the next week. We aren't able to go to the temple today or next p-day (my last two p-days) because the temple is being rennovated. I'm sad because I absolutely love the temple and when I get out into the field, I won't be able to go to often (like two times, maybe). I did enjoy the times that I was able to go though!
How are all of you doing?! What's new?! I know that all of you are staying pretty busy! I love hearing from you and all of the different things that are going on. :]
This week has been great!
Funny moment of the week: For language study, we come into the computer labs to practice and learn more of our language. They have sanitary wipes to wipe off the mouse, headphones, and keyboard before you use it. I went to get a sanitary wipe and I had pulled the one out and then there was another one coming out of the lid and so the lid wouldn't shut all of the way. I was concerned because then it would dry it out, so I decided to push the one in to the container which wasn't a good idea. The insert in the lid of the container is a tight squeeze and so when I went to push the wipe in my finger got stuck. And so when I pulled out my finger, it left a battle wound and I was bleeding and everything. I didn't tell anyone, but my companions saw that I was bleeding and so they asked what happened and I was like "I don't want to tell you, it's embarrassing!" Haha, but I did and we all laughed together. It is quite funny and I still have a mark from it. Luckily, one of the Elders (a boy scout of course) all prepared for anything had a band-aid to give me! I've learned my lessons with the sanitary wipes.
Favorite moment of the week: On Saturday, we celebrated the 4th of July and even had a celebration here at the MTC! Holidays are so different here because it just feels like another day, but Saturday night was the celebration and it got me in the patriotic spirit! We had a devotional and a man who is high up in the government spoke. It was really good! I love this country and I feel so blessed to live here. We sang patriotic songs and then a marching band with bag pipes and big drums came out and performed. I loved it! Afterward, we had ice cream and watched the fireworks from the Stadium of Fire. We could see them pretty good because we're pretty close to BYU. It was an awesome 4th of July!
Miracle moment of the week: Sunday was fast and testimony meeting. It's my last one here and so I really wanted to get up and share my testimony. Our branch president let us know that we could share our testimonies in english or spanish, whatever we felt like would let us express how we felt. I decided to try it in spanish, but let them know I would be sharing my testimony in "spanglish." Surprisingly, I wasn't very nervous at all and shared a lot of it in just spanish. It strengthened my testimony that if we have the faith, the Lord will help us when we need Him. I received a testimony by sharing my testimony, imagine that! Haha. In my testimony I shared a quote by President Eyring that I came across and I really like, it says: "Come unto Christ" is "the most important invitation you could ever offer and...the most important invitation anyone could accept." I find that to be such a powerful and true statement.
We only have 11 days left here at the MTC and I'm finding it to be more and more crazy everyday. I feel like there is so much I need to learn still, but I realize that I'll be constantly learning in the mission field. The mission is a learning experience EVERYday. I am constantly learning, it's great! Sometimes I wish I could just remember everything, though, because there are so many things that I don't ever want to forget. I read Jacob 5 yesterday and it's about the vineyard. One of the verses says something like.. the Lord will be working right along with you. It's so true, I feel the strength and power of the Lord everyday!
I wrote you a letter today and so you will be getting it in the mail! I love all of you so much. Thank you, thank you for your love and support!
Another verse that I've particularly loved this past week is Isaiah 53:3-5. It talks about our Savior, Jesus Christ and His atoning sacrifice for us. He knows exactly what we are going through. He loves each one of us so much. He loves YOU so much. If you get the chance to read it, you should!
I love this Gospel and I love being a missionary!

con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

I LOVE YOU soooo much!!!! I miss you soo much!!! LOVE YOU!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

06-30-2011

Hello everyone!
How are you all doing this week?! This past week has been crazy. There have been a lot of changes within my companionship which was unexpected, but it's been great and has made me realize that missions are constantly changing! I'll get more to that in a few minutes! Thank you for your letters, it is always good to hear from you and all of the latest & greatest happenings in the Robinson fam.
This week, I am going to do a crazy moments of the week: I got a new companion Thursday! It was crazy and totally unexpected. It's kind of confusing though. Her name is Hermana Clayton and she arrived here last Wednesday. She was in the beginning spanish district to begin with, but because she knows and understands a lot more spanish than a beginner they tested her and she moved up to an advanced district. She moved up to a district with all elders and so she is what you call a "solo" sister her at the MTC. Technically, I am her companion, but when it comes to class and teaching, things like that she is solo and I'm still in a companionship with Hma. Eborn and Stephens. It's kinda crazy to coordinate our schedules with us having different things going on, but it works out and she is so great! She moved into our room that night and everything. She is from Houston, Texas and going to San Fernando, California (spanish speaking) on her mission. So yes, this past week has been one of change but I think it's necessary that I realize and learn that now so I'll be more prepared for the field! I am blessed with three companions now! :]
Favorite moment of this past week: I was able to be a host yesterday to all of the new sisters coming in the MTC! Wow, it was so much fun & I was so excited. I remember my first day so vividly and the craziness that it was, but I absolutely loved it. I was so happy to be able to take part in that for the new sisters coming in. I helped about 5 sisters yesterday! I helped thee cutest sisters from Korea. They were so happy and cute, it made me so happy. I have met so many different people here and I am amazed at EACH missionary and how strong each one is. The Lord needs each one of us and it's so apparent when I get to know them.
Miracle moment: There are little miracles or "tender mercies" of the Lord in all of our lives each day, it's just a matter of recognizing them! One thing I've realized this week is how much I LOVE the scriptures. I've always loved the scriptures, but being here and studying them each day has taught me that the scriptures really do have EVERY answer. I want to get better at knowing more references off the top of my head and becoming a lot more familiar with all of the stories! The scriptures are literally a instruction book for this life. I have found that to be true while being here. Also, I have come to recognize how powerful prayer is and how it can instantly change your mood and negative feelings you may have. It uplifts, encourages, and helps you throughout the day. I love prayer and I love the scriptures!
Today at breakfast I met two Elders going to Santa Rosa, California! I get so excited when I meet someone from that area or when I meet missionaries going to my same area! There are two sisters in the beginning spanish class that arrived here the same time I did that are going to Santa Rosa as well. They are so sweet and I've kind of got to know them here and there! Anyway, I hadn't met any Elders going to my same mission yet. I was really excited to meet them though! One was from Sri Lanka and one was from Samoa, they are going english speaking and just arrived yesterday. They will be leaving the same time as I do, so we'll all be heading to Santa Rosa together (when you already know the language of your mission, you spend three weeks here). I let them know that they're like my family and best friends now, haha.
I only have about two and a half more weeks here and I'm getting more and more excited. I don't exactly feel like a "real" missionary because I'm still here in the MTC but I know I am. It just will be crazy to actually get in the field. I am trying to soak up and embrace every moment here!
Scriptures for the week: 3 Nephi 11:15; Matthew 11: 28-30; and John 10:1-16. All of those are such comforting scriptures that let us all know that Christ loves and knows us individually and that He is our Savior. I am so thankful to have this Gospel in my life and to be able to go share it with others.
I love you all so much and am so thankful for EACH one of you in my life.

Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson

06-23-2011

Hey!!
I am so excited to write you today. During the week, I am always thinking of the things and experiences I'm going to write to you and share with all of you. There are so many things and experiences I want to tell all of you, but I will limit it to my favorite momentos! :] I am so happy you all were able to go to Grandma Rose's birthday party! I know for a fact that it meant SO much to her. I really do.
This week has been great! We are at that point where we have hit the halfway mark and will be leaving here in a short time which is so crazy! It will be so weird to actually live in the "real world" because we are at the MTC all of the time except for when we go to the field for gym or to the temple on p-days. We joke around and call the outside world "babylonia" it is weird though because I haven't been in a car since I arrived. I think that's probably the longest amount of time I've ever not ridden or driven a car. I love all of you so much and thank you for your letters and e-mails!
The last three days my companions and I have made it our goal to only speak spanish. Yes, only spanish! We were trying to before, but it wasn't working out for us.. we kept slacking on it. This time we made it our goal and if we don't do it, we can't read our letters or cards. That's probably the best motivation because cards and letters are EVERYTHING here. We do have set times where we can speak in English, so we can actually get our thoughts and feelings across like during companionship study, inventory, and today since it's p-day we've been speaking in english. It's hard, but it's the best way to really learn fast. I'm feeling a lot better about it because I know that I'm doing everything I can.
Funny moment(s) of the week: Yesterday in gym we were playing kickball with some elders. One of the Elders was running to home base and Hma. Stephens really wanted to get him out. For some reason she kicked the ball at him to try and get him out and it hit him smack dab on the side of his head really hard. He fell to the ground because it hurt him and all of the rest of us fell to the ground laughing!! Haha. Sad that we found it so funny, but it really was. Another funny thing is that because we've been speaking in spanish a lot of the times we can't figure out what each other is saying or we don't know what's going on. Yesterday I realized that Hma. Eborn had cut her earrings to be shorter because they were too long and in the morning I was like you cut them?! (but it was in spanish) and she said yeah. Later in the day Hma. Stephens was looking at Hma. Eborn and it was during companionship study so we were speaking in english at this point. She was like "okay, what of your hair did you cut exactly?..Your bangs? Or all of your hair?" Haha, and we were like "what?" and we realized she had thought we meant that she had cut her hair when we were talking about her earrings. I don't know it was funny. It gives you a glimpse of what life is like when you can't speak english and are trying to speak spanish. Let me tell you, we are a lot more quiet when we are just speaking spanish!
Favorite moment: A general authority of the seventy came and spoke to us on Tuesday night. His wife is a convert to the church. He had her tell her story of how her and her family were converted by two missionaries in England I think? She told us the Elders names that she will never forget because they brought such happiness to her family's life. One of the missionaries was there and got up and bore his testimony! 60 years later they still kept in touch! I was in awe that he was here to share his side of the story of the day they found that wonderful family who later were all baptized. I felt the spirit so strong! I am so excited to go share this message with the people of Santa Rosa!
Miracle moment: The first few weeks here, I couldn't help but feel a little overwhelmed with the language. When we teach the "investigators" (who are just volunteers, but speak spanish) I want to be able to express my feelings and what I know to be true. When we teach in spanish, I didn't feel like I could do that because I don't know how to say it. Now that we have been speaking all spanish as a companionship, I feel SO much better. I have this new motivation and enthusiasm for the spanish language. I love speaking it, I really do even if I can't say a lot. I have faith and I know that I will learn. I'm learning everyday. Sometimes I get frustrated when I don't know how to say something to my companions, but it just is a motivation to learn how to say it. So, that would definitely be my miracle moment(s) of this week. We all have been doing so good at it, but it's through the help of our Lord and the gift of tounges.
This past Sunday, I said the closing prayer in sacrament for our branch which consists of about 5 or 6 districts. And it was in spanish of course. I later had an Elder who is from Honduras tell me that he understood everything and that I'm doing really good. That helped me feel good! :] Hma. Eborn and I have also been learning a little piano from Hma. Stephens. Just a little! It's been really fun though.
That's about all of the really great things I wanted to share with you. I hope that you all know that I love you so much. I think about you all of the time and how great and amazing you all are. I have learned how critical the Holy Ghost is in our lives and how great a gift it is that we have as members of the church! We are so lucky to have it!
Moroni 10 is a great chapter on that! I encourage you all to read it!
Heavenly Father loves you and so does our Savior Jesus Christ. Always remember that! I love being a missionary and being a representative of Jesus Christ. It truly is an honor.

Con mucho amor,

Hermana Robinson